Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics: You are all stardust. You couldn't be here if stars hadn't exploded, because the elements - the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution and for life - weren't created at the beginning of time. They were created in the nuclear furnaces of stars, and the only way for them to get into your body is if those stars were kind enough to explode. So, forget Jesus. The stars died so that you could be here today.

-Lawrence Krauss

perma-anon post | copied from corsette

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you want to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.

Post anonymously [by selecting the anonymous box]. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like. One faceless wonder to another. You don't have to be on my friends list. You can just be stopping through. It doesn't matter.
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now that i have a job i have some money...not quite enough to buy EVERYONE gifts, but at least enough to buy some pretty stationary or cards or something to send to friends.

so what this means for you exactly is, you can send me your address here and i'll try to at least send you a card! they might come really early or really late, but i'll try my best...!

so even if i don't know you that well, or you're thinking "oh i can't ask her to send me a card i barely know her" or "we haven't been as close lately" or things like that...if you're on my flist, or i link you from plurk to this post, you most certainly are deserving of getting a card from me if you'd like one.


also if you have any allergies to anything (i wont be sending food or anything, but maybe some candies) please let me know!

comments are screened and anon is enabled if you don't have a LJ account you can use! i'd prefer all addresses to be here for neatnesses sake.

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feeling a bit better. sorry about that last post, LJ. it's just hard to deal with things when you let go of close friends for awhile, and when someone you trusted and even loved once turns out to be a massive fucking petty asshole. but w/e w/e.

update on my life for those not on my plurk; i got a job at the fortinos by my house, i'm finally a florist.

i have plans in january to go to a con in quebec if i can, and i have plans to take a bus to otakon with becca too. these both depend on if i can make enough money in time, so of course i'm saving up what i can with the occasional minor purchase on the side.

i'm addicted to disgaea 4- finally a N1 game that isn't phantom brave that i'll actually grind in. haha. all my N1 muses that were not meant to be in the past are coming up again, and oh how i long to play them all (yay). i'm planning on apping emizel to demeleier along with ness, vaati, and an OC of mine named diamant; as well as claus and viktor at that new sinnoh pokemon game, haha.

aside from all that, trying my best to get back in my normal swing of things. i have a girlfriend and she is lovely. there are a lot of bumps i need to get over, but i think this is good for me. we can work through things as long as we talk. my meetings with my therapist help a lot too, i wish i could meet her more recently since i stock up all these bad things and i could really use her advice... but when i tell her about them she always lets me know i made the right decision and just need some time to heal so... hopefully she's right.

sorry about not being around much, LJ. my life isn't interesting enough to dump proper entries haha.
holly ▶ ale-alejandro

your little heart goes pitter-patter i want your liver on a platter

hello flist! i am doing okay and things are looking up; aside from that therapist.
but with a little help from a lot of my friends i'm just fine for now though.

also gage is here finally. kyaah kyaah. we're going out to see pirates of the caribbean with my friends after i post this entry durr hurr.

Name one of the characters I play and I will tell you their:

01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Turn-ons
08. Last sexual experience
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks in bed
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity